Monday, July 19, 2010

What we're made of


Do you ever feel as though you are in the middle of the ocean, in the thick of a heavy storm, trying all you can to figure out how to keep your head above water, at least enough to get in some deep breaths? Do you wonder how you will ever find your way back to shore? Do you feel totally alone?

I had a wonderful person remind me today that achieving the things that matter most always has stumbling blocks, rough ground to try to discourage and distract you from your goals. Those distractions are meant to trip you up, to see what you’re really made of. Do you really want this enough to work for it? Yes. Yes I do.

Jeffrey R. Holland has counseled:
“Only one who has fought against those ominous waves is justified in telling us--as well as the sea--to "be still. Only one who has taken the full brunt of such adversity could ever be justified in telling us in such times to "be of good cheer." Such counsel is not a jaunty pep talk about the power of positive thinking, though positive thinking is much needed in the world. No, Christ knows better than all others that the trials of life can be very deep and we are not shallow people if we struggle with them. But even as the Lord avoids sugary rhetoric, He rebukes faithlessness and He deplores pessimism. He expects us to believe!” (An High Priest of good things to come)

Whenever I get distracted by discouraging messages, feelings of anxiety, or question my strength as a woman, and as a daughter of my Heavenly Father, I remember what I’m really made of. I was created with hope, faith, goodness, purity and strength. Not only in mind, but innately within me. I was created to achieve, not fail. I was made to be refined, taught, and then to teach. I was made to conquer through patience, service, faith, knowledge, strength and love.

None of us were created to be guilted into submission because those who feel less than worthy are uncomfortable with the way we live our lives. Remember that you are worth being good to yourself; you and I were created to do great things, however hard they may be to accomplish, or whoever is there to dispute your strength and decisions. The struggle is a big part of what makes those things 'great.' I promise it’s worth it.
Always-always.
P.S: I have the best Uncle Jeff in the whole world. His counsel and support are priceless to me.

Saturday, July 17, 2010

An American Holiday

3rd Sunday of July= National Ice Cream Day :)

Dear President Reagan,


I didn't think I could love you any more than I always have, then I found out about this:



"Now, Therefore, I, Ronald Reagan, President of the United States of


America, do hereby proclaim July 1984 as National Ice Cream Month and July 15,


1984, as National Ice Cream Day, and I call upon the people of the United States


to observe these events with appropriate ceremonies and activities.


In Witness Whereof I have hereunto set my hand this ninth day of July, in the


year of our Lord nineteen hundred and eighty four, and of the Independence of the


United States of America the two hundred and ninth.


~Ronald Reagan"



Because I respect my elders, because I love America, because


I heart Ronald Reagan, because


tomorrow is the 3rd Sunday in July; I shall eat Ice Cream. Will you??



P.S: President Reagan, you're my fave.



Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Aaaahhhhhhh....


Over the past several weeks, I have made a re-self-discovery about myself...I love to work out. I mean it. I swear. I think about it all day. I anticipate time I get to walk away from the social work/ child development-ness of it all, throw on my black under armor capris/pants (LOVE them), one of my Soffe shirts (SO comfy and affordable: 7-10 bucks depending on where you buy them), grab my yellow (isn't yellow just the happiest color??) Ipod, and head to the gym.

Along with some awesomely-wonderful-peaceful experiences i've had recently, I add this time to care for, challange and stretch my body- and it has been the perfect combo for my soul. Really, it has made all the difference in my life.

Oh...confession. You are more than free to think me the oddest woman on the face of the planet, but I have to say that some of my favorite things to listen to at the gym have been BYU devotionals, and pure Jim Brickman piano happiness. I also love me some Mat Kearney, Dave Barnes, Matt Nathanson and such, but the devo's and jimmy boy are tops for me. It's my time to renew and recharge. One of the best decisions i've ever made was to consisitently go 5-6 days a week for a minimum of an hour.

Wanna know my favorite machine?? That'd be this O-mazzzazing arm machine that has brought the tone back into my arms in all their glory. I wanna see them more defined, but to feel the muscle and for them to finally be feeling so well despite what RA tries to do to them gives me the greatest feeling of power over my body despite any disease. Take THAT RA!






Monday, July 12, 2010

YOUR blogs!

Just a quick, wee-little shout-out post to all my amigos y amigas. If you don't see your blog on the right-hand side of the screen, lemme know so I can add it! I must must MUST keep up with you and share some love regarding your life's happenings. Thank ya kindly.

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Profound impact

Watched this devotional this morning from one of my personal heroes. I cried. I watched it again. I sat in awe. Felt that I would be selfish if I didn't share. Here ya go.

Jeffrey R. Holland Remember Lot's Wife January 13, 2009 BYU Broadcasting

What do you think?

Almost a midget

That's right, as of today, we have ONE HUNDRED DAYS until Elder Jordan Kendall comes home!!! He will be home Tuesday October 19th. After 630 days thus far, I am giddy over Jordan becoming a "two digit midget" tomorrow! He's probably blissfully unaware, and i'm okay with that. I think in the Websters dictionary under the word "focus" you'd see this:

Time seems to be picking up it's pace...
I'm ready.
I think.
I hope.
So much to do and even more to anticipate.
I love life.

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Giddy...

I've been very careful to be frugal during this wedding planning-ness, but the ONE thing I want more than anything is wonderful photography for Jordan and I's big day. I want pictures that will help capture and bottle the total happiness and love we share.

That being said, i'm SO excited to have Devan Whitson as our wedding photographer in Nauvoo. She is INCREDIBLE and i've fallen in love with her style. Check out this girl's talent! http://devanwhitsonphotography.com/blog/category/weddings/